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发表于 2006-9-24 11:01:48
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※当爱一个人成为了一种习惯※
习惯他的呵护,习惯他的温柔,习惯他的霸气,习惯他的笑容````````````````````
甚至在不知不觉中,习惯用他的方式微笑,用他的方式温柔
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彼此互相依赖,依赖着这甜蜜的习惯`````````````````````
每天固定的,也习惯在特定时间听到电话铃声响起````````````````````````
或者是清晨还在梦````````````````或者是忙完一天回到家的深夜``````````````````````````
电话铃声响起,用最温柔的声音期待着是他的回应``````````````````````````
当传来的声音不是他时,总是会有那么一点点的失望````````````````````````````
因为对他甜蜜的习惯
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然后突然有一天莫名其妙分手了,很难过、伤心、失望与不舍
因为还是一样依赖着那习惯```````````````````````````````````
但是却必须舍弃「习惯」的权利`````````````````````````````````````````````
我不再有权利习惯他的呵护、温柔、淘气与笑容```````````````````````````````````````````
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于是有有了新的习惯``````````````````
开始习惯想到他时流着眼泪及想着逝去的记忆``````````````````````
开始习惯每天睡前不再有他的耳语``````````````````````````````````````````
开始习惯每天日落前站在外面看着夕阳沉默不语````````````
开始习惯````````````
直到有一天,忙得忘了这些习惯````````````````
不再习惯 不再习惯对着夕阳发呆``````````````````````
才猛然发现很久、很久没有想起他的温柔了``````````````````````````````````````
那时候,逝去的爱情终於变得美丽,不再有遗憾`````````````````````````````````````````
我们害怕失去爱情``````````````````````````````
也是害怕失去对一个人甜蜜的『习惯』```````````````````````````````
或 我们并不是真的失去『习惯』
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而是试着习惯没有那些习惯的生活````````````````````````````````````
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这,也是一种习惯`````````````````````````````````````
````````````````````````````````爱.可以忘怀
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